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Chapter 17 - Lily asks whether deaf means broken

This was the conversation that hurt most.

She signed:

Vanessa made you deaf because deaf bad?

I stopped.

Then signed carefully:

No. Deaf is not bad.

She pointed toward herself.

Me deaf.

Yes.

Then:

You scared.

There it was.

I had spent three months terrified of losing my hearing.

Lily had noticed.

How do you tell your deaf child:

I was afraid without saying your life frightens me?

I signed:

I was scared because something was happening to my body and I didn’t know why.

Then:

Not because deaf people are less.

She watched me.

Promise?

Promise.

May you like

She hugged me.

That conversation changed the way I talked about disability forever.

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