Chapter 21 - My Marriage

Nora sent one message through counsel months later.
Not directly.
I agreed to receive it.
Ethan,
I never intended for you to die.
I stopped reading.
Then forced myself to continue.
That sentence was not comforting.
She wrote:
I convinced myself that because the earlier episodes passed quickly and you received medical care, I could control the risk.
Then:
I understand now how monstrous that sounds.
Yes.
She explained the art.
The debt.
Adrian.
Fear.
Shame.
One sentence mattered more than the rest.
Every time I avoided telling you the truth, the next lie became more expensive.
I believed that.
May you like
I still filed for divorce.
Understanding is not reconciliation.