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Chapter 26 - Celina’s Letter

Two years later, Celina sent a letter through counsel requesting permission to apologize to Ellie.

I read it first.

Not because Ellie belonged to me.

Because protective conditions still applied and she was ten.

The letter said:

I believed your mother had recognized something important in me.

Then:

I used that belief to excuse behavior that was cruel and entitled.

Good.

Then:

I told myself I was correcting you when I had no right to correct you.

Better.

Then:

I am sorry I frightened and hurt you.

No:

but.

No:

I was under stress.

No request for forgiveness.

I asked Ellie whether she wanted to read it.

“Do I have to?”

“No.”

“Then no.”

I put it away.

Maybe someday.

May you like

Maybe never.

An apology does not purchase an audience.

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